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I think we may have met our match...dont you think?

There I was...flying, flying through the wind and the trees. I didn't know where the hell I was suppossed to go. "Why can't everyone just understand?!", I muttered under my breath. Nobody knew what it was like...being mocked at 24/7, being a freak of nature, of Hell itself. I flew until my heart gave out...I grasped my chest. The pain. I could not take it aymore! My eyes went white...I was blinded by something, or  even better yet...someone.

It was him. The one I would always hear in my dreams, when I looked at the moon, hearing the wind blow through my hair. "Tora, Sister Tora? Are you all right?", said the mysterious figure. "Here, take my hand.", said the figure, reaching out a white-gloved hand. I knew who it was. "Abel Nightroad, wandering priest, at your service.", said Abel. "Oh my Lord...I haven't seen you since Tres left", I said, with an amusing smirk. "Well, your brother had to go on very important business.", said Abel. "Speaking of company, are you here with someone?", he asked, fiddling with his glasses. I didn't want to tell him that I was traveling with someone, but I..."Yes, I was traveling with someone, but we went our seperate ways." "Oh, I see", said Abel, gesturing me to sit down. "Lets have some tea, shall we?"

That night, I actually fell asleep. I mean, after eating 3 loaves of bread and 4 cups of tea, I am sure you are bound to be tired. But what shocked me the most, was that Abel stayed up all night, guarding me from any harm. It was the most safe I had felt since the Great War. I once again had another dream...but it was of NK. The dream instantly turned into a nightmare. "Abel, are you alright?", I screamed. He looked at me with the weirdest look. "Sister, are you alright?", asked Abel, putting a hand on my arm. Blushing, I said, "Yes, but I think the tea is getting to my head".

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What did life have to offer? Why do I have to deal with this day after day?

Now, back to my story. Things have been getting much better with everything. That is, except I have been feeling a little bit woozy everyday. And everyday, its gets worse. I decided to go to the stream by our campsite to check and see what it was. I lifted up my tunic, and there was the problem. A mark. "Dammit, why now?", I murmered. I wish....never mind. "What are you doing back here , Tora?", said NK. In which he didnt notice that my shirt was halfway off my body. "O-o-oh! I didnt see you were getting dressed. Sorry.", said NK in a serious tone. "Its ok," I said, and I gave him a wink. He blushed beet red. He looked at his face. "Ummm....I have to go start a fire now", whispered NK. He rushed out of sight. What am I going to do about this? I can't keep this hidden forever. I thought to myself. "No matter now", I said, putting my tunic back on. I walked back to the campsite with an excruciating pain on my side.

What are dreams? I ask this a lot. No one seems to know the answer. I have been having this really weird dream lately, and I can't seem to get it out of my head. Lives have been sacrificed, for this massive beast, and I keep thinking this question, Am I the monster? No. I couldnt be. I looked up at the dawn. "Hmph, get up!", I shouted in NK's ear. "Wha?! What is it?!", he asked tiredly, rubbing his eyes. "We have got to get moving.", I said in a very serious tone. I started to walk away from him. I looked back. He stood up, scratching every body part, looking very tired at that. As in matter of fact, I was tired too, but I can't afford to fall asleep and miss everything. "Come along, NK", I shouted back at him. He groaned, and came running towards me. I walked faster and faster. We didnt get very far before we built camp again.

That night, the strangest thing happened. NK and I sat on the edge of a cliff, and there as a eerie silence between us. He yawned, and told me he was going to sleep, when out of nowhere, our lips intwined together. This happended for quite sometime. He held my waist and kissed me more. "Um..Im sorry! I didn't mean for that to happen! Sorry!", he said. He once again got a clean escape from me, and he didn't look back once. I just sat there a moment, thinking is this love? What am I going to do? Love is the slowest form of suicide. Ugh....what to do! I looked up at the moon, and I saw the mountains start to dance behind me, the trees swayed, and the wind sang to me, and once again, I can't sleep. I will never have a peaceful night.

                                              To be continued......

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Sometimes, life isnt always the way you want it to be. This is my story.

Nature isnt what it always seems. There are always failures and screwups. I am one of those failures. I am Tora, Tora Oyamada. I have been cursed with something I cannot control. Being possessed by a demon, doesnt quite make me normal. I used to be a normal schoolgirl, who was nice and kind to everyone, and everything. But, thou must pay for the sins thy have commited.  God have mercy on my soul, my black and cruel soul.  I have only one true friend, whom I have always feared. I have always thought he was out to kill me, but I guess I started trusting him, after all that we have been through together.  Life can be or can become a living Hell! And this "story" about "my so-called life", will help you to understand my statements....

"Damn it! Why cant I do anything right?!", I shouted. The rabbit ran away from me, after my reckless running habits.  Punching the ground, once again, it made my knuckles bleed. I can fix that easily. I heard the crackling of leaves.  "Whos there?", I demanded, taking out a dagger in hand. It was NK, my companion, and only friend I have in the world. "Oh, it was just you..". "Heh, who did you think it was?", he said, smiling a mile a minute. I blushed. He turned in the opposite direction. "We, uh, better advance forward", said NK. "Heh, yeah". I stood up, my back to the place in which I have dreaded for almost 17 years. A place in which I had to call "home", but truly, it never felt like home.  I could never go back there, ever. I ran up to catch up with NK. Once I caught up with him, he smiled, then turned the other way. I was so confused with him, you can never know what he is feeling at that point in time.

Oh how lovely were the valleys and mountains! The rich luscious grass, and the big blue sky! Its all so, amazing. My mind is finally at ease . Crash! A bolt of lightning came down and struck the top of a tree. I grinned in joy, while NK shook with fear....we are totally oppopsites! I flew up to the top of the tree, and I spat on it until the fire went out. I will be posting more soon, on our adventures, but we havent gotten very far with things. Just remember, this is only, the beginning.